Thursday, 11 January 2007

Dove Sta Memora


Fondest and Loudest Farewell:

Robert Anton Wilson 1932-2007

I will dedicate a book to this man one day. I'm quite choked up let me tell you.
I have in my head various bits and pieces of RAW's writing that sustain me with their lucidity and intelligence and visionary humour; I will post them up in tribute over the weekend.
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(The above is my original post from the 11th Jan when Bob died, I want to keep it at the top for time being; my subsequent thoughts are below)

http://hostgator.rawilson.com/prethought.shtml

I found the following in RAW's 'thoughts' page while looking for another of his posts on Gaugins division of artists into the revolutionaries and the plagiarists; it is about 9 years old and seems quite poignant and appropriate now:

"I have lost several friends and colleagues in the last couple of years (Leary and Burroughs are only the most famous ones) and it has finally really dawned on me that I am not just "getting older;" I am getting old, period. Now another friend has cancer, and another is recovering from a massive stroke.

I'm glad I have a lot of young friends, because the old ones are all leaving me.

Burroughs wrote a lot about preparing for the big casino by getting out of your body while still alive, via Tibetan and Egyptian methods. Leary also tried those methods (aided by a Lilly isolation tank) and may or may not have had his head preserved cryonically, depending on whose story you believe. I don't regard either of these ideas as preposterous or silly: Since I know nothing for sure, nothing seems really unthinkable.

Death makes me realize how deeply I have internalized the agnosticism I preach in all my books. I consider dogmatic belief and dogmatic denial very childish forms of conceit in a world of infinitely whirling complexity. None of us can see enough from one corner of space-time to know "all" about the rest of space-time.

Every day is full of wonderments to me: Death will probably come to me as the greatest wonderment of all. "

Amen.

Thursday, 21 December 2006

Heartstraw

Hello whoever; you are welcome.
I am a writer from Scotland; I am currently studying on Glasgow University's Creative Writing M.litt course and have decided to begin publishing my draft writing online if for no other reason than to know its online and I can't lose it. However if I can gain some sort of readership I'll be delighted.

I will also be treating this as a regular blog for my current thoughts on life, reading, art, sex, music, magik, myth and murder. See you there.

P.S. I'm not quite sure myself of the meaning of 'Heartstraw' except I warmed to the image of it. Suggesting thoughts or feelings or urges that catch fire easy and perish and float off, but leave their warmth and impression in the chest. Or something.